08.27.05 - State Penitentiary
07.28.05 - Prison? They'd eat me alive.
07.25.05 - just watch him die
07.24.05 - Used To Know You
06.26.05 - Well I Know I Had It Coming, I Know I Can't Be Free
06.08.05 - Soul Sucking Jerk
06.07.05 - it happens every day
05.27.05 - freedom is a bullet
05.17.05 - fun
05.14.05 - a short description of this entry
04.13.05 - xxx
04.10.05 - HEROIN
04.10.05 - Please Take Me
04.05.05 - Cum On My Face part two
04.05.05 - Cum On My Face
04.03.05 - all over. I pray it is all over
04.01.05 - panicattack
01.26.05 - The End of Days
07.29.04 - Back In Black
06.13.04 - HELP
05.06.04 - One Thing That I Can Depend On
04.19.04 - death die fuck
04.16.04 - And All For No Reason, Just One Piece Of Lead
04.09.04 - Until You Think You're Being Used
04.01.04 - yay
03.28.04 - Not Scheming, Not Good Enough
03.22.04 - ---
03.18.04 - nononono
03.16.04 - -
03.08.04 - I'm In Love Without You
02.26.04 - little kid
02.23.04 - scared
02.20.04 - Kiss Off
02.15.04 - Fuckfuckfuck
02.15.04 - Rain
02.13.04 - Dogsitting and Medical Grass
02.07.04 - Goodbye
02.01.04 - Velvets
01.22.04 - History
01.20.04 - As You Turn To Go
01.20.04 - Every Hour Kills A Flower
01.16.04 - Stumble Then Rise On Some Awkward Morning
01.14.04 - Swimming In The Flood
01.09.04 - stu[pid
01.07.04 - like me
01.03.04 - Moody
12.22.03 - fine day
12.22.03 - Fine Day
12.18.03 - Buildings, They Are Sleeping Now
12.12.03 - tread lightly
11.16.03 - Suicide
09.22.03 - These Are My Reasons, The Truth Is Never Filled
09.02.03 - -
01.06.0-30 - bad
01.13.0-30 - From Morning Till the End Of The Day
08.20.03 - -
08.18.03 - i remember this song
08.12.03 - Taking All I Know About Nihilism And Trying To Build It Into A Life
08.07.03 - int[x^(-1), (-n, n)]
08.05.03 - END
07.29.03 - KICK
07.10.03 - I Don't Even Wanna Go
07.10.03 - A Short Description Of Why You May Go Fuck Yourself
07.08.03 - So What
07.05.03 - Oddly Lucky To Be Alive
07.05.03 - CUNT
07.04.03 - There's A Devil Waiting
07.03.03 - When I Come Back To Bed
07.03.03 - Hands In The Estuary, Torso In The Lake
06.30.03 - everybody's gone at last
06.29.03 - Before He Bites Me
06.26.03 - Goodbye
06.26.03 - We're Taking Everyone Down With Us!
06.26.03 - If I See You At All
06.20.03 - New Entries Suck My....
06.16.03 - I'm Always Thinking of You
06.06.03 - I'm All Shook Up
06.04.03 - Travelling With Charlie
05.31.03 - Even When
05.28.03 - Commitments
05.27.03 - I Haven't Been The Same Since My Teenage Lobotomy
05.22.03 - RIP
04.26.03 - CUT SHORT
04.24.03 - Forever
04.18.03 - But The Fighter Still Remains
04.13.03 - I love you
04.01.03 - no songs today
03.29.03 - Try To Bluff My Way Out Of Here
03.27.03 - Lost All Your Hope
03.09.03 - Rollercoaster Ride
03.04.03 - Boo
03.04.03 - I Got The Blues (and a bald spot)
03.02.03 - We're Not Those Kids
02.28.03 - You And Me Is Hellbound Hearts
02.24.03 - Used To Climb Up Indian Rock
02.23.03 - Cry, Baby, Cry
02.19.03 - Godspeed!
02.18.03 - If You Knew
02.09.03 - Searching
02.08.03 - Corrections
02.08.03 - When All Of New York City Misses You
02.06.03 - Let's Pretend This Song Won't End
02.05.03 - Honey Pot
02.04.03 - All The Months And Miles In Between
02.03.03 - Call Me Al
02.02.03 - What Does That Make You?
02.02.03 - Won't You Let Me Know
01.31.03 - I Meant To Swim Until I Sank - But That's Not The Same Thing
01.30.03 - At My Door
01.29.03 - Just An Isolated Incident
01.28.03 - What The Hell Is Wrong With Y'all
01.27.03 - To Take You In My Arms And Hold You Like A Lucky Charm
01.27.03 - loserloserloser
01.26.03 - I'm On The Pitfall
01.24.03 - love letter
01.22.03 - I Know You're Name - D
01.21.03 - I Screwed Her And She Screwed Me But We Never Once Had Sex
01.20.03 - I'm Gonna Lay Right Down Here In The Grass
01.19.03 - html?
01.19.03 - What Comets, Stars and Moons Are All About
01.17.03 - You Were Right
01.17.03 - Got The Piece Of Mind
01.15.03 - Show Me Anything That's Never Been Done
01.14.03 - There But For The Grace Of You Go I
01.12.03 - Take Me Home
01.09.03 - Does It Feel Too Real?
01.08.03 - I Won't Fall To Pieces Like You Think
01.08.03 - With The World At Your Side
01.08.03 - There's No One To Stop You
01.07.03 - I'm The Kind Of Guy Who Leaves The Scene Of The Crime
01.06.03 - Love
01.06.03 - My Head Is Full Of Flames
12.30.02 - Happy New Year, It's A Cold One
12.29.02 - happy
12.25.02 - Try Not To Cry, Try Not To Think
12.24.02 - Who Looks So Sick In The Sun
12.23.02 - Because I'm Scared Of Being Seen
12.21.02 - die die diary
12.21.02 - People Digging Through Your Life For Things They Can Resell
12.20.02 - Waiting For An Honest Word Forever
12.18.02 - Am I Still Immune?
12.17.02 - You Feel The Beauty In Destruction
12.16.02 - I Wanna Make Love To You
12.15.02 - So The Warm Blood Flows
12.14.02 - I Can't Miss A Friend That I Never Had
12.13.02 - 3.141592653f897932384626433...
12.12.02 - Stupidity Tries
12.11.02 - Couldn't Figure Out What Made You So Unhappy
12.10.02 - All The Slander And Double Speak
12.09.02 - Don't Fuck Me Up With Peace And Love
12.08.02 - Don't You Push Me, Baby
12.07.02 - Oh! Sweet Nothin'
12.06.02 - Everything You Do Makes Me Want To Die
12.05.02 - You're Just Somebody That I Used To Know
12.04.02 - His Lips Looked Set To Kiss Me
12.03.02 - Same Thing As Yesterday
12.02.02 - This Time, Darlin', It's Just Not The Same
12.02.02 - The Fast Attack On My Compressor
11.28.02 - Love Makes You Feel
11.27.02 - They're Not So Bad As This
11.26.02 - You're Scaring Me
11.25.02 - Henry V Would Have Broken My Arm
11.24.02 - A Bullshit Survey That Is Really Boring
11.24.02 - Trying To Crawl Under My Skin When I Already Shed My Best Defense
11.21.02 - I Could Tell From The Minute I Woke Up
11.20.02 - It's My Birthday Too
11.19.02 - Is This A Bad Friendship?
11.18.02 - Shut The Fuck Up
11.15.02 - California, Here We Come
11.13.02 - 'End' Is The Only Part Of The Word That I Heard
11.13.02 - Both Made Mistakes
11.12.02 - All I Want Is For You To See I'm All Right.
11.09.02 - A Pencil Full Of Poison Lead
11.07.02 - Playing With My Life This Way
11.07.02 - Never Ponder On Our Thoughts
11.06.02 - The Same Boy You've Always Known
11.05.02 - Baby I'll Let You Know, Then I'll Let You Go
11.04.02 - My Friend
11.03.02 - The fucking angels
11.03.02 - I Can Tell
11.02.02 - Solidarity
11.01.02 - It's At My Window
11.01.02 - Offline
10.24.02 - Since I Was Seven
10.23.02 - When Your Inside is Out
10.17.02 - When You Don't Know Me
10.13.02 - Nothing Else Can Hurt Us Now
10.12.02 - Losing Sensation For You My Love, I Fear
09.28.02 - Distance Falls The Hardest Of All
09.13.02 - I'm Never Gonna Know You Now
09.02.02 - They Ain't Too Smart
08.13.02 - After 19 Years Of Fighting Everything I Came Across
08.07.02 - My Back Is Warm
07.26.02 - Beat The Walls Of My Room
07.26.02 - And If I Seem A Little Strange, Well, That's Because I Am
07.18.02 - Preserve Your Memories; The're All That's Left Of You
07.06.02 - And I Won't Get Any Older Now
07.06.02 - Holiday
06.23.02 - Fall In Love
06.06.02 - Headed For Another Coastline
06.04.02 - Crooked Spin Can't Come To Rest. I'm Damaged Bad At Best
05.23.02 - Isn't It Fun Getting Fired?
05.15.02 - I Know You Better Than You Know You
05.05.02 - Expect The Best, Accept The Worst
04.23.02 - Guilt Is A Friend I Made Long Ago
04.20.02 - And Lost But Won Somehow
04.16.02 - I Don't Know What You're So Proud About
04.11.02 - If We Don't Change It No One Ever Will
04.08.02 - Scared Of What The Morning Brings
04.06.02 - I Can Be Anyone That You Want Me To Be
03.31.02 - Let's Be Friends
03.27.02 - it did
03.26.02 - it will
03.24.02 - Whenever You Breathe Out, I Breathe In
03.18.02 - Taking Back What's Mine
03.10.02 - Those Chains Are Only In Your Mind
03.06.02 - You've Got Something That I've Never Since Seen
03.05.02 - Ache
03.01.02 - We're Just Wide Eyed Kids!
02.24.02 - We Stick Together
02.17.02 - Won't You Come Along?
02.12.02 - Go On And Step On Me
02.05.02 - I'm Gonna Get My Share Now Of What's Mine
01.21.02 - Erase/Rewind
01.16.02 - You'll Go To Bed Early And You'll Talk To Your Pillow
01.14.02 - He Said That He'd Never Do It Again
01.09.02 - Just A Fading Fucking Reminder Of Who I Used To Be
01.07.02 - From The Cold Black Tattoo To Hot Concrete
01.01.02 - Happy New Year, It's A Cold One
01.01.02 - Will my computer let me now?
12.25.01 - Take Off Your Boots, Pour A Drink, Try Not To Cry, Try Not To Think
12.12.01 - I Would Have Given Up For You
12.10.01 - Mad Kow
2001-12-03 - The More I Get Connected The Less I Know Who I Am
2001-12-01 - I Wanna Steal Your Instincts
2001-11-21 - I Don't Mind The Weather
2001-11-18 - I Got A New Pair Of Shoes And I'm Better Than You
2001-11-16 - If I Throw A Brick, Maybe That Brick Will Go And Solve Them
2001-11-14 - Everyone Is Wrong
2001-11-12 - 'Cause It Makes Me Feel Like I'm A Man When I Put A Spike Into My Vein
2001-11-07 - Some Stupid Shit By AND IDIOT WHO CAN"T TYPE STRA*GHT
2001-10-31 - Closed Doors/Closed Minds
2001-10-26 - Selling Out Your Future
2001-10-24 - So Long, So Long
2001-10-22 - Everything That Keeps Me Together Is Falling Apart
2001-10-18 - Ask Myself Why They Had To Change
2001-10-03 - Smile Cuz We Made It To This Day
2001-10-02 - When's The Last Time You Liked What You Saw?
2001-10-01 - So Long As You're By My Side
2001-09-28 - Berkeley Is My Baby
2001-09-27 - Those Chains Are Only In Your Mind
2001-09-25 - You've Come This Far, Why Give Up Now?
2001-09-22 - You Could Meet Somebody Who Really Loves You
2001-09-15 - All I Gotta Say Is The Kids Don't Care
2001-09-10 - Something's On My Mind, Been For Quite Some Time
2001-09-10 - F.O.D.
2001-09-06 - Acting Like You Are Your Own Best Friend
2001-09-04 - When All The Answers Lie Behing Your Eyes
2001-09-03 - So Many Things To Be Seen
2001-09-02 - I Wanna Move Cause This Place Ain't My Home
2001-09-01 - Spineless Bastard Swine
2001-08-28 - Ache
2001-08-21 - Halfsharkalligatorhalfman
2001-08-20 - Threw Out The Eyes That Won't Impress You
2001-08-18 - You're Like An Old Friend, Come And See Me Again
2001-08-17 - How Cool Is That?
2001-08-10 - Wine And Cigarettes Were Taken As Commitments
2001-08-05 - Forgotten Taste Of What Is True
2001-08-04 - We Need To Run, Still We Hide
2001-08-02 - I Thought Of You Alone. I Was Just The Same.
2001-08-01 - Funny Like A Funeral
2001-08-01 - This Day Feels Different, Feels Like Shedding Skin
2001-07-30 - Those Little Boy Lies
2001-07-29 - Oops!
2001-07-28 - This Is My Condition
2001-07-26 - Short Sighted, Narrow-Minded, Yellow Bellied Hypocrites
2001-07-24 - Subtle Like A T. Rex
2001-07-24 - And Once We Start, You Know Damn Well We Can't Be Stopped
2001-07-22 - Stand By Your Friends, Wrong Or Right
2001-07-14 - But It Meant Everything To Me
2001-07-13 - Collaborate And Give To You My Better Half
2001-07-12 - My Mind Change Me So Much I Can't Even Trust Myself
2001-07-11 - I'm Not Demanding The Answers Now
2001-07-10 - I Think You Love Some Truth
2001-07-08 - So I Can Hug You While You Work
2001-07-07 - It's You And I And We Don't Care
2001-07-06 - Got A New Outlook, It's Decidedly Sexy
2001-07-05 - You'd Cry Your Heart Out Thinking Twice
2001-07-04 - Let Lies Lie
2001-07-03 - Like A Young Man With His Pride On Sale
2001-07-02 - Jagged Thoughts Are All I've Got
2001-07-01 - Keep It Honest
2001-07-01 - I Try To Consider It All
2001-06-30 - Because I'm Not Far Away
2001-06-29 - I Spit On Your Intentions
2001-06-28 - I Hate To Bring You Down But It's Too Late
2001-06-27 - If I Didn't Love You I'd Hate You
2001-06-26 - I Poured Sincerity On Your Words So They Were Dripping With Meaning
2001-06-25 - Just How Damaged Have I Become?
2001-06-24 - A Stare So Cold, But What For?
2001-06-22 - I Am The Truth From Which You Run
2001-06-21 - I'm Stuck Here Between Hope And Frustration
2001-06-20 - All I Want Is To See You Smile
2001-06-19 - Taking On The World With An Innocent Smile
2001-06-18 - What Have I Become?
2001-06-17 - Waited So Long...
2001-06-16 - Nothing Is Clear
2001-06-16 - You'll Live To Regret
2001-06-11 - Don't Stop Me In My Tracks!
2001-06-10 - Compensation For The Void We Have Inside
2001-06-09 - Now Everyone Tells Me They're Crazy
2001-06-07 - We're All Close To The End
2001-06-06 - It's The Bomb That Will Bring Us Togethor
2001-06-05 - We Are Not To Blame
2001-06-04 - All Mixed Up
2001-06-04 - Hold Me, Dearest.
2001-06-02 - I Am Human And I Need To Be Loved
2001-06-01 - Heaven Knows
2001-06-01 - I Feel So Alone In This Crowd
2001-05-31 - Why Does Love Always Have To Hurt
2001-05-30 - Excuse The Bitchin' - I Shouldn't Complain
2001-05-29 - I Ain't No Goddamn Son Of A Bitch
2001-05-28 - Sitting In A Mess, Unfounded Distress
2001-05-27 - Second Best
2001-05-26 - Seems So Sad To Want To Hate Everyone
2001-05-25 - I Am An Easy Mark
2001-05-24 - The Fall Out
2001-05-24 - Fuck This
2001-05-23 - Truth Hits Everybody
2001-05-23 - One Fine Day
2001-05-22 - There Was a Time When I Wasn't Sure
2001-05-21 - But I Know You'll Never Come
2001-05-20 - But Then A Strange Fear Gripped Me And I Just Couldn't Ask
2001-05-19 - God I Hope I Get It Right
2001-05-18 - Teenage Victory Song
2001-05-16 - What's It Like To Be Old? Because You're Old, Old, Old
2001-05-15 - Nothing's Ever Gonna Be All Right
2001-05-14 - Soul Scars And A Grinding Pain
2001-05-13 - Let It Burn
2001-05-11 - Search And Destroy
2001-05-09 - We'll Run Away Forever. We'll Spend Some Time Forever. We'll never feel that anymore.
2001-05-08 - I Need All The Love That I Can't Get To
2001-05-07 - There Are Things I'd Like To Say, So Many Things I'd Like To Change
2001-05-06 - Situation Gets Rough, Then I Start To Panic
2001-05-04 - I Dare You To Say It To My Face
2001-05-03 - Yes, I'll Admit I'm A Fool For You
2001-05-01 - I Put Into Effect My Long Time Standard, Disastrous Living. Disastrous Living!
2001-04-30 - I Feel Sort Of Ignored. This Weekend Rocked Though. Also: Memories of Misery
2001-04-28 - I Knew That In The Morning, Somehow, I'd Wake To Find...
2001-04-27 - Kisses
2001-04-26 - Wish There Was Something Real In This World Full Of You
2001-04-25 - It's Not Like I Hurt You, They're Only Lies
2001-04-24 - I'll Find Him Eventually
2001-04-22 - Hopeless Romantics
2001-04-21 - Got a Beautiful Face, Got a Fucked Up Inside
2001-04-20 - My Lunatic Friends Have Tied Me Down
2001-04-20 - Conrad and Gib, Two More Boys...
2001-04-18 - Dreams And Turmoil Suck Up My Life
2001-04-17 - Fuck Them All, You're Strong!
2001-04-16 - 'My Mind Don't Need It, But My Body Do...'
2001-04-15 - What's Wrong With Me? This is My Better Half. Kiss It Goodbye!
2001-04-14 - I Just Want You
2001-04-13 - Damnit, Why Does It Have To Take So Much Work?
2001-04-12 - I Can't Stand Losing You
2001-04-10 - I'm So Glued Up On It
2001-04-09 - Why Am I Waiting For You To See I'm Alive?
2001-04-08 - Relationships Can Rot in Hell - Just Remember: 'It's our home. It's our city!'
2001-04-07 - I'll Clench My Fist and Say: 'There's Got to be a Way!'
2001-04-06 - Movies and Motivation
2001-04-05 - I Live In A City Of Glass
2001-04-04 - Looking Back, Making Mistakes
2001-04-02 and 2001-04-03 - And You'll Never Walk Alone Again
2001-04-1 - Don't Just Sit There...
2001-03-31 - Heartaches and vacations, bands and friends
2001-03-31 - Bright Spot
2001-03-30 - Waiting, Watching, and Wishing
2001-03-30 - Honesty
2001-03-29 - I like pictures better than people
2001-03-29 - Better
2001-03-28 - Kiss The Bottle
2001-03-28 - Love, Laura, and Colin
2001-03-27 - Popscene, Friends, and Lovers
2001-03-27 - High School
2001-03-26 - Relationships