I met Mason at the party, and it was uncomfortable for me. I don't know what to think of him. He has, or at least had, a huge crush on Scott. Max has a big crush on Mason, I think. I felt really strange in his presence. He seemed pretty nervous, but I don't really know. It's hard to judge psychoses when you've never met someone before. When he came to the party, me and Scott were on a trampoline in the backyard just talking with my head on his stomach. Mason is all, 'Oh, you must be Chuck.' It was just a strange situation. All I could say was, 'I've heard a lot about you.' I don't know. How am I supposed to react?

I'm really paranoid. I have a lot stuff to do this weekend. I have the motivation to take care of myself this weekend, which is definitely new to me. I am paranoid and nervous, though. I'm scared that he is leading me on. I have no reason at all to think this. None whatsoever. He honestly seems to like me. But I worry despite all evidence to the contrary. My mind plays tricks on me. It's all gravy though. I really like holding him. The action was good, but I like holding him more than I liked anything else we did. Is that weird? Is that good? I hope so.