Today, I should be going to Max's show, but I can't bring myself to do it. I really want to see Max, and hear his band, but I want to avoid both Mason and Chris. Mason, just to spare any hard feelings he might possess; Chris, just to spare my own feelings. I feel pretty good about never speaking to him again. But it's hard when our circles collide. They run pretty close together, and I'm not sure if I really even want to avoid him. But today, the Briefs are playing a free show, and despite my obligation to see Max's band, I am going to have to take the loser way out, and skip out on my friend. I really hope he's not offended by it. He's probably too nervous to even notice, but I don't know. I feel bad. I am excited he said we should have lunch tomorrow before my darkroom time. That's awesome. I want to see him so bad. Hopefully Scott can spend the night again tonight. That would make me really happy. He probably shouldn't, but I still want him to. Hmmmm, I love it when things go well. It's such a rare occurence, I want to revel in it while I can.

I think I really like him.