[2001-07-10]-[9:40 a.m.]
I've heard weird things about Mason saying I lied to Max. I don't think I did. I don't know for sure though. Mason told me some things, and I related the idea, but not the exact phrasing to Max. Maybe I shouldn't have, but I didn't feel like I was breaching any confidence. Anyway, I'm hoping I didn't put words in his mouth that weren't there. I don't think I did. But it sort of sounds like he's mad at me. I really don't think I did anything. But I don't remember exactly what I told Max, so I can't really know for sure if I did lie. I didn't intend to, at any rate. I know that. I hope he's not jealous. Mason probably has reason to be, but I really hope he doesn't. I don't want him to, and I don't think he should. I didn't know Scott would have ramifications beyond me and my quest for a relationship with a boy that I actually really like. But I guess the world gets smaller every day. And there's nothing I can do about it. I don't know Mason well enough to really do anything anyway.
I'm (hopefully) seeing Max for lunch today. He said he would, after rescinding on our plans yesterday. If he doesn't, I think I'll be forced to murder him. BUt he will, he's good like that. Or else, he'll have a damn good reason.
I love honest people. I think I love some truth.
'Shame on you. I think you love, I think you love some truth, but you ran away and you just don't know what to do. You don't know what you got till it's gone.' ----'You Don't Know What You Got' by Joan Jett
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