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All Or Nothing

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[02.15.04]-[6:52 p.m.]

So, my brother calls me. He's crying. Says a song just came on. That he used to listen to Baby Britain every morning in New York when I was in a coma. That it came on and feelings popped out like helium from a balloon poked by a pin. Needless to say I was surprised. My brother is not one afflicted with boughts of emotion.

I want to.... i don't know.

I still can't shake this feeling that something happened here last night. I know it's ridiculous. But since when did probability enter into feeling.

Scott's coming over, we're maybe going to go bowling. I sort of want to fuck him. I shouldn't, and I won't, but again, there's nothing stopping me. Dexter might even be happy about it. Maybe not with Scott, but with someone.

Someone. And what does any of it mean?

What?

Fuck.

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