[04.01.03]-[1:57 a.m.]
lots of it.
I am in a lot of pain and it isn't really getting better and i need to learn to live with this shit for the next year or so. fuck that shit this sucks. i'm not going to feel better for a long time, and in the meanwhile i am addicted to narcotic pain relievers that aren't even treating me succesfully, and i haven't slept a full nights sleep in weeks. i feel like shit.
i saw dexter today, and that made my day, my week, my month, and my year. i love him so much.
ok. i'm going to try to sleep. i won't, but i'll try. good night, i'll see you tomorrow. fuck, i want to get laid. d and i haven't been fucking as much as i would like lately. i love him. i do.
no song today, i am too tired to find one, and my leg hurts too badly to deal. sorry. i haven't done this in a long time, but i gotta do it.
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