if you know him, you'll know what i mean.

he made me start to think about what i am accomplishing at this period in my life. and the conclusion that i've come to is... not much. i don't know where i'm going; i don't know what i'm doing; i don't really know what i want to do; i really don't quite know where i even am.

i maybe got a sort of kinda sorta job the other day, working for this guy that owned the liquor store that serviced my high school. it's not much, but it's some money here and there, when he needs help. now i'm on the buprenex, i gotta start looking for a job. fuck.

anyway, i realize this is really not much of an entry, but oh well.