[11.04.02]-[12:27 p.m.]
Yeah, I ended up addressing the question of why I give a fuck if Scott is sleeping wiht Max. I came to a sort of circular conclusion. I would be disappointed in myself if he did fuck Max. I would further be disappointed if he lied to me about it. But he says my reactions, the fact that I asked the question, implies that he can't tell me who he's fucking. And that was fucked. It's just a mind game, and I have too much shit on my plate to deal with him pulling shit like that. The whole conversation (interweb IM conversation) just brought up way too many issues for me. I hate talking about 'issues' but it did. I was sort of a wreck by the end of the night.
This entry is boring. I need to go to school. Last entry was more interesting. Write more later.
'I miss the way things used to be, but I know it wasn't always that much fun.' ----'My Friend' by Crimpshrine
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