That about defines it. Thank Crimpshrine for that. They rock. Babyland played last night, and I had the distinct pleasure of talking (briefly) to Dexter while he was at the show. Scott was there too. Oh, the show was 3300 miles away from where I am now, but you know, I still got to talk to D on the phone. Sounds like things are working beautifully for him. I hope the Explo job works out for him. I hope he can take a week off and come visit me.

My FOLKS OFFERED TO PAY FOR HIM TO COME OUT HERE! No shit. It's so weird. But they did. I want him out here so bad, and they seemed so against our relationship, but they are coming around. They offered! It's exciting. It certainly signifies a change of perspective for them. And for me. I can open up to them a bit more. Maybe this summer won't be such hell.

I really don't have shit to say today. I've been hiding in a coccoon in my room. I take xanax and avoid the streets. I've been reading up on the calculus. Good shit.