[02.05.03]-[2:28 p.m.]
My dad is a pretty cool guy when it comes down to it. Like a bunch of years ago, maybe 15, this guy tried to rob him with a baseball bat. They wanted his ring that was his father's before he died, and his wallet. And my dad just said no. They hit him, he held his arm up and he has metal pins in his forearm now where the bone was shattered, but he still had that ring. I mean, I like that. I think I'm the same way. I'd take a beating for a friend. I don't like to fight, but I would. I really don't like to.
But at any rate, back to things a little closer to home (literally). We got this fucking roommate and rents due today and we told him Adam takes all the checks in today, and of course, the dude doesn't show up last night. He didn't sleep here, and the number he left us isn't his number. Either I wrote it down wrong or he's fucking us over. But he left all his stuff here, so I don't know what to think. I just fear the worst. There's nothing to be done right now. I'm hoping someone is home when he gets here. If he doesn't show up tonight, I swear I'm going to lock his shit in my room and change the locks. Motherfucker.
I don't even know if there is a problem. Maybe he got murdered. Maybe he sent his rent check in on his own. But I hate fucking worrying about it.
I feel a lot better right now. I think I might be done puking. I took a xanax, so I'm not shaking as much either. I got to go to class tonight, or I'd take another. I haven't been sleeping well, despite the benzos. This bothers me.
Dexter pot, I love you a lot. Honey pot, I love you a lot.
'Honey pot, I love you a lot. Honey pot, I love you a lot.' ----'Honeypot' (I think it's called) by Beat Happening
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