[11.01.02]-[12:36 p.m.]
I'm not doing heroin today, even though I want to, mostly because I talked to this guy Steve, and I talked to therapist, and I felt better after talking to both. And I got TWO packages today from the post office. I am officially a lot-lizard now. And I got candy from mum for Halloween. I was Elvis Costello. Even though he's not dead, exactly, he hasn't done anything worthwhile in 20 years so he's dead in my book. I dressed as him for Dan's party in Brooklyn the night before Halloween and last night I just wasnt' feeling it so I went to bed early and woke up early for my appointment. We'll see how it goes.
I feel pretty pathetic. Don't call. Write me, please, and on paper, that feels better.
Chuck
no quote today! Shock! I've never done that before, in years and years. Well, at least in a year and a half. or however long I've had this fucking thing going. Fuck it, I'm coming up with a quote:
'Think I got the threshold on too tight. Just restart and hope that everything will be alright.' ----'offline p.k.' by pinback
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