[01.21.03]-[11:43 a.m.]
dexter was on this morning. made me happy.
happy
i'm going to talk to him on the phone tonight. he's scared to, i think. i am too, when it comes down to it. we've never talked on the tele before. we'll see how it goes. i hope it's ok. sounds like he told his mum for sure that we are seeing each other. that's good. she likes me (according to him). so grand, i don't have to worry about that at least. i didn't worry anyway, but it's nice when the boyfriend's folks like you. especially a boy that i really care about. some boys i couldn't give fuck. this one, i like. a lot.
the end.
'Told the story of what we did and what went wrong. You've heard it all before and it's the same old shit. So i won't bore you with all the details. Sure that you can listen between the lines. I screwed her and she screwed me but we never once had sex. All we ever had was too much time. Love is just a joyride, took a lot of beer and climbed inside. Lay your foot down on the gas and leave it their until you crash.' ----'Joyride' by Built To Spill (how melodramatic, but i like the song. i am in love. it is a joyride. the crash ain't gonna fuckin happen though. it's grand.)
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