School was the same as always today. I talked a fair bit with Daniel, and told him I would go to his show this afternoon at some girls' house. I really love that kid, he's so super sweet. At any rate, I managed to scam my way into getting another weekend to finish the Bib. Lit. paper that was due three weeks ago. Dan, the teacher, is such a pushover. What a joke. After school, I was standing outside waiting for kids to get out of class when Chris' boyfriend (actually I don't know if he is his boyfriend yet, but I don't know what else to call him) showed up. I felt instantly uncomfortable. He's seems sweet, if not a bit shy, but I feel wierd around him. I guess Chris' band was also playing that show, and Max was there to see him. I went to the show a bit later, and he was there, and I felt uncomfortable the whole time I was there. It's not anything he does, it's just me. I'm a freak, I don't know. I just feel wierd around him. We didn't say more than the typical 'hi, how you doin?' but I felt uncomfortable anyway. I couldn't stick around the show long, which is too bad, because I wanted to see Daniel's band. I had to be at work by 5:00. I split after Chris played, and I'm glad I did. I still feel strange, but not necessarily bad. I don't know how to describe it, I think I'm just really tired. I'd like to see someone tonight, but I don't think it's going to happen. I'll probably just go drive around a bit and maybe stop by Gilman St. to talk to Daniel and see if Megan wants to play basketball after the show. Despite my exhaustion, I need to do something tonight or I'm going to flip out. It really is just another day, with all it's fucking mediocrity. Nothing's fucking changing.