Haven't thought about sex for like a month. Surprises me. How do you delete your name from a search engine? Not like the probation officer is really going to do it, but it would suck if he read this. Lots of crimes admitted here. Lots on my paperwork too, though I'm only charged with two.

Got great letters from psychiatrist and Dad. Expecting ones from more people: family counselor, psychologist, doctor, teacher, (David?). I hope if I can't convince this guy not to send me to prison in South Dakota, then they can. I am getting help for the neverending mental health isssues, and I am clean.

Enough.

Interview on Monday, scared shitless. Prison? How the fuck would I hold up in prison? They'd eat me alive.